I am feeling weird now.
I can't explain my feeling.
Am i too kapo?
Why must i control her?
Is that out of concern or being possessive?
I think i just hack care let her do whatever she want.
Maybe thats the best way, jus maybe..........

Labels: am i right?

Promise are meant to be broken....
This is a fact...
Rememeber, Never promise people anything which you can't deliver...
Cause you may cause him/her to hurt alot...
Well, after what i experience, yes it really hurt alot...
Even thought i never tell anyone about it...
But a scar had formed and i will never ever trust a promise again...

Labels: Scar for life

This few days i have been thinking alot. I don like my gf to go club. I just hate it. I feel very discomfort whenever she go. I thought most bf wont like their gf go. i am AGAINST it, but the problem is, i really love her alot till i am willing to let her go cos all i wan is her to be happy. As long as she happy can le. I don mind to worry and be unhappy as long as she enjoy and be happy. I know she will behave so i not worry about it just that i think my mind is super traditional, i super cannot take it. I am adopting to this now, cos i jus wan her to be happy. She told me she will never go again, but that day when her friend birthday then she call her go she also go. Even though she ask mi but wat u expect mi to ans back, i jus call her to decide cos i jus cant decide. But truthfully, i am not happy at all. Next time her friend ask her go club again what should i do? I seriously donno what to do, I think what should i do is to just tel her to go and spend another sleepless night. Being with her, she only went twice and i spend 2 sleepless night. Seriously, love is a funny thing. A girl i have been spending my life with for 2 mth can affect mi so much, i guess she is the one for mi. Or should i say, she is definately the one for me.
SO next time, if she wanna go, i should jus gladly accept it. One more sleepless night is nothing. :)